envy

I am so envy!, Aenoi in Melbourne!

This afternoon I try to fix the floor in my bedroom.
I spent almost 4hours,until I feel I hurt my back so I stop.

Falling in love with mulberry flower right now.
( have so much possiblity in my head)

I will say this again and again and I will hate eveytime I say it
"Mr.Bear is not home again!"
I hate to find a dinner for myself and I hate to have the whole house for myself!
(well,Sometime I can handle this better but not this time!)

even I try to picture this beautiful flower ,I still feel so lonely
and I cannot even finish my book!I hate when Mr.B not home!